Well, I hit the big 30 weeks a couple of days ago.. However, I was bleeding late Monday night so had to go to hospital Tuesday :( was checked over, had an internal, blood tests and strapped to monitors all afternoon, was discharged around tea time though and it has stopped, all looks ok I just need to rest! Don’t come yet lady, it’s another 6 weeks and 4 days til you’re fully cooked!! She’ll likely come 2 weeks late now just to be a cowbag. Being in hospital has made me realise a lot, I need to be more grateful about what I’m doing and what I have, never been so worried in my life but now (eventually!!) I feel like I can relax about this pregnancy and that things will be ok.
I’ve applied for Income support as ways of maternity pay - it takes toooooo long to process though :/ I’m without money for a while now! Blurgh. I can’t seek a job at 30 weeks pregnant lol!
We’ve had baby’s crib in our room the past few weeks whilst we’ve had no room in her room, makes me want October to hurry up and her to come occupy it :)
Selling my car no matter what now, I’m ready for driving it into a wall. It’s so crappy, I hate looking at the stupid thing. I actually thought I’d miss it last week as I was cleaning it to get it looking ready to sell, there was NOTHING wrong with it, now somehow there’s a stupid bloody noise coming from it.. You being serious, car? You’re heading for a smashing up!! Acting up won’t make me keep you.
Well, that’s about all the stuff that’s happened the past few weeks. Parents wise things are a little better and I’m talking to both of them :). Also relationship wise things are a LOT better, I’ve relaxed a lot the past few weeks and I’m no longer taking things out on Andy.. I now accept that we’re staying with his parents for a bit, we will get there eventually and get our own place. I can’t wait!
Stay happy and cooking little lady, we get to see you again in 6 days! Another 3/4D scan yaaaaaaaay! :) ♥
Wow.. Under 10 weeks til my girly is full term! Doubt she’ll come then like but still..
Stuff at Andy’s isn’t good atm either, seems like I’m stuck in the dark constantly and expected to be psychic. Turns out his mum has been telling him I do nothing etc (Why should I do anything else but tidy up if I’m not working? But that’s another rant altogether) but has said nothing to me.. So I now feel like I need to get out of there even more quickly, which I know she doesn’t really want *shrug*
Another thing.. Andy’s cousin who has just had a baby earlier than term by choice, doesn’t know who the dad is etc, Andy calls her absolutely rotten for everything and won’t listen to anything about her so I assumed we wouldn’t be going seeing them both.. I’ve not been interested when Andy’s mum has updated us on her situation because he rolls his eyes and says “I really don’t care” and other stuff.. Apparently I should be nice to her, should know better and I’m out of order for saying I don’t want to see her, what the actual fuck. I don’t understand people at all, complex bastards!
Baby is so active now, I take it back about her being lazy lol.. Shes kicking away at the ipad as we speak, trying to boot it off my belly. She kicks Andy now too :D love seeing his face when she does it, soo cute! Hope she has his all night sleeping pattern haha..
Been shite on updates recently, been trying to sort my life out. My car is going but it’s gunna be ok, sharing a better car with Andy shall be much easier than trying to fix mine and spend more keeping it. My dad wants me to move back home but no way is it happening, my mum and dad are holding an intervention tea for me later on, woo! >.>
Ahh as if I’ve hit my double digits day! So happy but so sad to see it, its going quite fast now and I can’t really be fussed with it.
I’m no longer happy with the situation I’m in, being forced to give my ONLY constant up (my car) so that I can give them more money. It makes no sense as they’re meant to be doing it to help us, this isn’t helping.
I want my own house.
Baby at 25+2 kicking le shizzle out of my right side, she does a full blown twist round in the middle somewhere! :)
Sadly, the above is true. And doesn’t include any of my family. I would say it’s sad or it makes me upset, but it doesn’t any more, I don’t need any of them in my life. I’ve stuck up for them enough times and now they’ve ruined it all. Their loss.